PHOENIX dug into the root of my biggest life hangup — abandonment has been driving everything

I steered the conversation onto money hangups — and a lot of subliminal processing started showing up in me. I even broke into tears for about 30 seconds once. The subject of why I liked my job came up. That's when those painful feelings opened up in me. I realized: I've never held tightly to jobs or people since I could lose them at any moment. I've been afraid of losing them, so I've not put much effort into either. So in dating, I've not even cared or tried. And in business, that's why I'm paying for a trading program and I'm still not using it. My fear is failing, facing people leaving me if I fail. Phoenix has been digging into the roots of the biggest life hangups I have. Abandonment is the root. And there's still more work to do. It's not all comfortable. But it IS healing me.